dum dum dum....bbang

After a long time time's feeling steady again. The last two months were the worst of the entire bit.

I seriously have trouble understanding the consequences of my choices. But understanding and acceptance is not a step, it is more like a gradual slope. I am learning that loving myself and accepting reality are not easy. 

I'll make it work. 

It'll all get better but only if I start today. 

The road is not going to be smooth, 

So I'll buckle up and kiss my past goodbye.

Ask my brain to be quite and love the body.

One day at a time.